Sunday, December 17, 2017

finals' near syndrome

Hello!

I'm so glad that I no longer suffer from writer's block which made it so much easier for me to blog.

It's week 14 already.... can you believe it?????? because I can't....

One more week left for lectures and tutorials, then study's week and poof- it's finals!!! But instead of studying and revising, here I am blogging and I actually wasted week 13 watching all Star Wars episodes to prepare myself for The Last Jedi, what the hell. Haha. 

I don't know what's wrong with me but I often get this syndrome when final is near. Tiba-tiba discover very interesting movies to watch, tiba-tiba dapat ideas what to blog about, tiba-tiba rasa tak ada mood nak belajar, tiba-tiba rasa nak lazy around je tak nak buat apa-apa. Today is one of the days when I just don't feel like doing anything productive.

Blergh~~ I feel so shitty right now. 

Shitty, guilty, worried.

OKLAH I BETTER OFF NOW CARI MOTIVASI BELAJAR OR AT LEAST SIAPKAN CRIMINAL TUTORIAL. Doakan saya tidak malas-malas selalu.

Lots of Love, Nurzafira Sabrina.


Tuesday, December 5, 2017

Moot as a subject

Ola!

Currently waiting for Wanda, Zarina and Hana to finish their consti's tutorial to go eat Bakso at KK2's cafe. So yeah let's not waste time hehe.

Anyways, if you've read my previous post about my first (and probably be the last) mooting competition ever, you would know how low my self-esteem was as soon as it ended. I felt as if law wasn't meant for me and I am too stupid to read law.

So for this first semester of my second year degree, guess what?!
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 MOOT IS A FREAKING SUBJECT!!!

I spent half of my semester break worrying I might fail this subject. I even cried at night wondering what if no one wants to be my moot partner because everyone knows I sucks??? I mean, everyone probably had had known who's their moot partner's going to be and I was totally lost with what's going on... Sighs. But Allah seems to ease everything for me, when Hana (says hello to my co-counsel!) asked if I want to be her partner. With no doubt or even a slight second thought, I immediately said yes! Haha.

As for this subject, we had two to three lectures where the lecturer told us the do's and don'ts, as well as the rules of mooting. We also practiced mooting during our tutorial classes every once a week. The best part was on the last week of our tutorial class, one of the lecturers had chosen our team as the best mooting team in the class. AND I SWEAR TO GOD THAT WAS THE START OF SOMETHING NEW IN MY JOURNEY IN LAW SCHOOL- The comment made by Raphael gave me hopes that maybe, just maybe I wasn't really that bad in mooting, that I can do it too, like other mooters. I started to feel more confidence to moot. Finally believing again that law is somehow meant for me.

The hardest part of mooting is of course memorial preparation!!! That's when I had to know what law to use, which authority/cases to cite, how to freaking apply it, how to argue on behalf of my client. It took me more than one week to prepare for memorial submission. Sampai terpaksa skipped my softball's training and stayed in the library (for the first time in forever) till it close to do some research. Pheww. I finally knew what it's like to be a law student.

There was this one night when Hana and I stayed at BBG till midnight to sort out our memorial. We had freaking print everything to only notice that there are so many flaws in our memorial. Like we haven't written the pages in each of the memorial, we haven't tabbed them, printed the same cases twice and mooore. It was so exhausting. I legit cried that night because I was so done with it. I mean, I wanted it to be perfect, but we kept on finding flaws in our memorial which made me feel almost close to giving up.

I didn't want to print our memorial on the day of submission because I know if I do, the printing place will be occupied with so many students. It took time to print hundred of pages, and to bind four sets of memorial. BUT what's the point of printing them early if it's not like what we expected it to be???? That night, terpaksalah asked Nisha if she could accompanied me to the nearest printing shop outside UM, which opened till 3.00 a.m. We borrowed Achang's car, and Hana and I settled everything there. We printed our memorial again, especially the ones for Mr Manley and the appellant, we fixed our respondent's number, we tabbed the cases, susun elok-elok, buang cases yang ada dua, etc. I was so grateful that such printing shop exist in KL. Mana nak jumpa wei printing shop buka sampai pukul 3 pagi!!!!!!!!! #blessed

The next day (submission day) we came early to the library to do paging and highlighting... and taadaa, we submitted it on time. Alhamdulillah.

Mooting is fatigue. It played a lot with my emotions and knowing the fact that I'm not a chill person, it freaked me out all the time. As soon as we had submitted our memorial, I rushed back to college to qada' my tidur.

That was part 1 of mooting as a subject.

What happened next was of course oral submission in which we have to present our arguments to the judge a.k.a our mooting lecturer.

Basically, it was ok because all the arguments are based on my memorial and I had pretty much included everything in it so copy paste jelah law and application. I spent two days practicing my oral submission with my friends. I mooted with Nadiah, Nisha, Syazwan (dia ni paling banyak kali dengar aku buat oral submission hahaha), Aishah, Wanda, Zarina (I just have to list their names because they helped me a lot!!!) as well as my partner Hana. THANKS TO ALL THESE HUMANS I THINK I HAD MORE THAN ENOUGH PRACTICED. MUCH LOVE!!!!

I practiced on how to answer questions a lot which I think I sucks so bad at it. Ye ah tak chill, nanti kalau judge tanya gelabah tak tahu macam mana nak jawab haha.

On the day of the oral submission... well I have to be honest even though I did my best, I think I could have done a lot better. I sucks at constructing sentences, so I find it a struggle to answer judge's questions on the spot. But Mr Manley was soooo nice though, it made me feel comfortable enough to tell him what I'm struggling with.

Overall, it was ok? Well... at least the first 12 minutes of the submission was okay before everything went idk, bad at the end? As soon as it ended, I called my parents to take me home. Can't stay in college when you are at your lowest/fragile state. I need my support system to assure me that it will be okay and that I have done my best.

Anyways, let's just hope for the best, shall we? Overall, mooting wasn't actually that bad. Over times, I'm sure I'll improve, it just that I need a lot of practice. But for now, I won't be entering any competition like I did last semester. Just let me breathe for a while.

So so so glad it's over. :)

That's all peeps! Till next time.

Lots of Love, Nurzafira Sabrina.

Friday, November 24, 2017

#softballfambam

Hello!

Writing's mood kicks in so yeah I'm back!

I want to do a recap over the things that happened this year, it might be a lengthy post... well, it might not be... well it depends...

To start off, it's already my second year of degree. Life is still hectic but I think I am even more organized this semester compare to the last two semesters. #proud I still join loads of projects in college to collect some merits (and experiences) so as to stay in college. But this year, I decided to step out of my comfort zone!
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18/11/2017

I have always been the kind of person who involved more in organization compare to sports and basically all the competition that requires talents (because I don't have any talents). You want me to talk, I can talk, you want me to organize events, well I probably can but I can never do sport or sing or the things related to that. But this semester, I decided to give Sukmum and Feseni a try.

(Before I proceed, Sukmum stands for Sukan Mahasiswa Universiti Malaya and Feseni stand for Festival Seni. Both are competition whereby the college will send students who are good in sports and have talents in singing, dancing, etc to compete with other 11 colleges. Students who joined Sukmum and Feseni have higher chance of staying in college compare to those who only involve in college projects. Merits for both are high too ehe!)

So for Sukmum, I was approached by Fina, the Softball manager if I wanted to be a part of the team. Of course, I was hesitant back then because first, I am not a sports person. Second, I have NEVER joined any sports competition in my whole life. In fact, I barely know what Softball is like how does this game even works?! Despite of my low self-esteem, Fina and Nisha convinced me that they'll train me until I know how to play. Plus point, everyone else is beginner too, so yeah... I wasn't the only one.

My first ever training was... so bad. I was playing throwing and catching (T&C) when the self-proclaimed 'soft'ball hits my face. Kid you not humans, softball is NOT soft. IT'S FREAKING HARD. Ever since that day I had a trauma with the ball. By then everyone knows I "takut bola". When I was supposed to move in the direction of the ball to catch it, I will move to another side to avoid it. It's not fun playing T&C with me because of that haha sorry guys, I just can't. :(

It took me weeks to finally get used to catching balls. But I still had hard tough times trying to throw the balls in straight direction and stop giving fly balls. I tried batting too, but my batting skill was not really that impressive compare to the rest. Because of these reasons I often had this thought to quit Softball. Like, what's the point of playing if you don't know how to play? Memalukan diri sendiri je. I looked super and terribly lame kot pft smh. I had this thought when I was walking back from my faculty to college, when I looked at my bed and craved for evening nap (because our training is at 5 p.m. till 7 p.m. EVERYDAY and letting go of my evening nap is like the biggest and hardest sacrifice I've ever made in life!!!). I had this thought almost everyday especially on days when I did bad during our training. But I restrained myself from telling Fina.

#issokay #itsgonnabeoversoon #itbetterbe

I'll like to quote what a friend of mine said to me, "If you have time to do sport despite the hectic time in faculty, you can consider yourself lucky enough". It's true. If you can do sport despite your busy time trying to gather yo' shitz togetha, you are lucky enough. Sports is more than sports. It's more than showing your talents to everyone. It's about how you manage your time (typical essay's content). I am not kidding when I said that this first semester of my second year was such a pain in the ass. I tried so hard juggling my time between my studies, assignments, tutorials, sports, projects' meeting. And when I'm able to endure every week, I FELL SO DAMN PRODUCTIVE. Well, the side effect of training is that I'll get tired so fast at night. I would want to sleep even when it's not 12 a.m. yet. So because of that, I tried finishing my tutorials during the day or during the weekend. Same goes to my assignments (except for mooting which I skipped my one week of training to freaking settle that thing haha).

Well over times, I build confidence to catch the balls even though there are times when you can see I was trying to catch and avoid the balls at the same time. Thanks to my teammates for not giving up in me. For consistently give me support to get through the hard training till our tournament. Lots of love!!!

Fret not humans. I didn't play on the tournament day because of the obvious reasons but whatever we win anyways!!!





We be kickin' ass that day and got 2nd runner up; which fyi, it was the first time in forever KK2 girls' softball team made this far.

Congrats to the boys' team too!!!


Hard work pays off. Our evenings and nights training, came back early during mid sem break for the sake of practice... it's all paid off. (and it's all over now hehe).

So the next question is: would I join softball again?

I seriously have no idea. I mean, it's great to learn all the techniques and theory of softball. But it needs lotsa commitments to be in the team and considering my very poor skills, I don't know if I want to play again next year or whenever (if I ever get to stay college again). But who knows? Our desire changes over times right... hehe.


Picture of the whole team #softballfambam

Gons miss 'em <3 p="">

Anyways, I got my first ever jersey with my name on it too omg!!


ZFRA, 22.

Even though I didn't play, I play a big role in psycho-ing the opponents ok!

"Pitcher ball, pitcher ball, pitcher main bowling" and that's the highlight of my day.

That's for Sukmum... as for Feseni uhm... let it be a secret for now takut tak jadi masuk pula kan. I'll surely update about everything I do as a first timer, dun wurreh.

Update for my study: Second of year of degree doing just fine! I love this sem's subjects more than last year. Hopefully I can do better this semester. Pray for me xoxo.

Till then!

Lots of Love, Nurzafira Sabrina.

Wednesday, June 7, 2017

me moot?!??!

Sunday - 23/04/2017

I guess one of the highlights (too early eh?) of 2017 was when I decided to join Internal Mooting Competition in my faculty...

Like seriously.

In our faculty, we have moot club which organized moot competition from time to time such as Novice Moot Competition (IMC), Internal Mooting Competition  (IMC) etc. Honestly, I NEVER thought that I would involve in mooting competition. At least, not until it's a subject which we'll take next semester. By then it would be compulsory so yeah I ain't got no choice, mate. Cries.

Anyways, most of my batch mates joined NMC which stands for Novice Moot Competition (opened to all first year students) to get the experience what it is like to moot. I mean, you can't be a law student if you don't know how to moot? And interestingly, most of them told me how difficult mooting actually was when they were busy with the competition. Moot needs a lot of commitment. Once you are in, there's no way out (ok kidding). Basically, once you enter a moot competition you will dedicate half (or maybe more) of you time at the library, doing research. I still remember my friends struggling with memorials and contract assignment at the same time. Some people even withdraw from their team at the very last minute... Isn't it scary??????????

I didn't sign up for NMC just because. Plus I couldn't imagine myself, mooting?!?! And I don't want to embarrass myself in front of my seniors. #lowselfconfidence

To cut it short, it was during lecture time when Sya and Ain asked Aishah Shaiful, Aishah Soulmate and I if we wanted to be a part of the team for IMC because they were short of two people. I was contemplating at first but the idea of doing something out of your comfort-zone is nice so I finally decided to give it a try. I mean why not, early exposure to moot plus gonna take it next year some more so ok ok I'm in.

WELL

I WAS SO WRONG TO MAKE SUCH QUICK DECISION

I DIDN'T KNOW I'LL BE COMPETING WITH SENIORS I MEAN SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?!

Moot does take a lot of your time. First because you need to identify the issues. There are a lot of issues k people. Then decide what law you should use, AND THE WORST PART WAS TRYING TO UNDERSTAND LAW YOU HAVE YET TO LEARN that was such a pain in the ass.... Of course, research, research, a lot of research is the answer to everything.

The issue this time was on constitutional law- oh lord hElp us.

We were given like two/three weeks to prepare but one week was burned because it was mid-sem break and I was busy with outbound program (gonna update on this soon!).  Even after mid-sem ended we didn't spend that much of time on the competition. We couldn't afford staying up late nights at the library. We have LIveS.

In moot competition you are divided into two teams; the respondent and the appellant. So basically what you have to do is to find legit law to protect your clients' rights. Sya and Aishah Shaiful represented the appellant, while Ain and I represented the respondent.

So our first EVER mistake was when we wrongly put the defendant's name. It was supposed to be the Govt. of Malaysia/public prosecutor but we put there Ketua Polis Negara instead??? Haha malu sangat because one of our seniors actually raised this questions when we had meeting with the moot club organizer.

While waiting for the first round. Nervous!

As soon as it ended! We were so happy we didn't go to the final round lol.

Good job, council!

Not sure 'bout my team mates, but I'm gonna talk about my experience...

Moot was really a bad idea for me. A really bad idea. By the time I know it takes up a lot of commitment, you need to read cases, you need to know statutes, application of law; I should have known it wasn't for me. I should have just waited for it to be compulsory for me to learn it instead of taking risks just to be exposed to moot. What was I even thinking?! I was obviously not in the right state of mind.

During the first round, I actually messed up everything. I felt so intimidated with our opponent, all of them are so good. Adding salt to the wound, our first opponent was our seniors which have loads of experience in mooting competition. The presented their case so well. They nailed every question asked by the judge. As I was watching them, I couldn't help myself but praying, it will be over soon. The heck, like can I get out of this place, NOW?

When it was my 'time' to moot, I stuttered a lot, I couldn't pronounce certain word clearly (I hate my accents), I didn't know what I was reading and the whole time I was presenting my points, I couldn't help myself thinking of how stupid my decision was. Our first judge was bearable. He understood that it was my first time. Besides the fact that he's good looking (ok, nyempat), he is soft-spoken which helped to calm myself down. HE IS SO NICE. The last round was the worst haha. I was sleepy and I just wanted everything to be done. It's so obvious that I didn't prepare and I was ashamed of myself. Most of the questions raised, I barely know the answer.

To be honest, it was 100% my fault for not preparing at all for the competition. I didn't read the full case.  I didn't understand what I was doing. I don't understand the issue, law and application that well. I treated this competition as if it was a road to moot (introduction to moot) instead of competition. I thought of just giving it a try. I didn't think of winning the 400 MYR. I just want to be exposed to moot. Little did I know, it brought a lot of bad consequences such as exposing my stupidity to my seniors and lecturer. Long sighs... I did it very badly. And the only thing I could think of was how stupid I looked in front of everyone, in front of Ain, my lecturer, judges, classmate, seniors.

I wasn't an overthinking person but post-mooting gave a super hard impact on me.

I feel as if law is not meant for me.

I wondered what were the interviewers thinking when they chose me to be a part of that faculty?

I failed myself.

I was depressed. I just want to hide myself. I didn't want to meet the people who saw me mooted. I didn't want to even talk about it. If I could I would list all my flaws as a law student here haha but ok not now lah. One day maybe after I graduated with LLB Hons ke kan... Tak adalah malu sangat nak tunjukkan kebodohan tu.

Post-mooting made me realize that if I keep myself this way, my journey would not be easy or that smooth. (Yet it still feels so difficult to change that bad habit...) I wonder why did I take this course in the first place... What made me so in love with law... Why am I here... How?


It takes up a lot of energy for me to feel belong in the faculty because of both the people and my study. It was super hard for me. I feel intimidated all day, everyday. Each day goes wondering how the heck am I here, reading law at the best university in Malaysia. Of all the people who went to the interviews, how the heck I was chosen? Mempersoalkan takdir- berdosa. But I can't help myself. I was surrounded with intelligent people here. Even other courses looked up to us simply cause we read law. I always feel law is not meant for me. Maybe after I graduated I should just you know... get married and become a full-time house wife? Haha.

OK shouldn't feel that way. Not healthy. I have 3 more years to endure kot. Takkan nak give up this early. Ish ish ish. Semester 2 of my first year hasn't even ended!!!!

I believe that everyone is struggling with something. I have no reason to stop working so hard for the sake of knowledge bright future and making my parents proud of me even though at times I questioned why am I here... I should be proud of myself as I made it this far. *gives myself a pat* Not everyone has the courage to take risks kan?

Senyum, Even how worse your day has been.


So... what's your struggle? :)

As of now, my struggle was to read law textbooks! Finals start this Friday, pray for me!! xoxo

Lots of Love, Nurzafira Sabrina.

Tuesday, June 6, 2017

hike all the way up

Saturday - 18/03/2017 

The best part of studying in University of Malaya, or UM was all the experiences I have gained throughout these two semesters. All of them are precious, hopefully I could jot down all the memories here.

So, one of the memories that I am about to share with you is an activity that I've never thought of doing! Guess what it was???
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JUNGLE TREKKING/HIKING

Hahaha I mean, I know right? Everyone knows I am not 'that' adventurous. But this time I should thank Yaya, Ain and Sya, once again, for convincing me to join jungle trekking/hiking at Sungai Lepoh, Hulu Langat organized by Royal Expedition club under KK12. I was actually contemplating between two programs. I should be going to TSP in Perak, under Community Out Reach program in my faculty, but because of these two fellas I decided to withdraw my name and paid RM 35 (hoping it would be worth it, hehe). 

To be honest, I almost canceled out my plan of going because 1) I wasn't feeling that well, I had flu; 2) KK12 is too far from KK2; 3) Do I really have to be there before 7 a.m.?; 4) Walk some more?? But thank God, Ain's roommate was away so she let me stayed overnight in her room just so I won't be late! 


To be honest, I was never really interested in such activities but I do have this one friend of mine whom has so much passion for hiking- the nature to be precise. He showed me pictures of the scenery once you are on top of the mountain and I was in awe. Ever since that day, hiking was in my bucket-list. 

I am not sure if this was a good or bad experience. Maybe a little of both?

Jungle trekking was NOT EASY. The journey before we reached the waterfall was so damn tough. Throughout the journey I slipped, I crouched, I fell numerous of times!!!! I brought a lot of troubles to the High-com. There were times when I just wanted to stop hiking. My stamina was a no joke! I didn't go jogging or exercises in years and now I was expecting myself to be fit enough to go up the hill? oh lord who am I kidding.

IT WAS VERY TIRING I ALMOST CRY 
so weak zz

But I kept pushing myself. I kept whispering to myself that it's going to be over soon. I would reach the destination and I'd be so glad I didn't give up. And if all these people can do it, why can't I? Anyways, I'm not sure if it's just me but I often feel that talking to yourself in the inside while exercising is tiring as if I am having a conversation in real life.


Reached the destination!!!

It took 2 hours +++ (or 3 hours?) if I am not mistaken to reach at the waterfall. Subahanallah it was indeed a very pretty scenery. Unfortunately though I did not capture pictures of the waterfall and I'm too lazy to save the pictures taken by my friends. 

Before we had a barbecue time, we played by the river. It was the time of the month so I was contemplating whether or not I should soak myself in the water. But meh, how long can I refrain myself? It was so tempting to be a part of the waterfall after years of not being able to do so cause; kencing tikus pft. What's even more interesting was when I glided through the batu air terjun!!! I wish I can upload the video here. It was so dangerous but Wani and I were one of the first girls who were brave enough to take up the challenge. No regrets. We even did it twice! That's how fun it was.

Next time; if you feel like doing something, just do it! It may be your last chance of doing so. 


Without these two I wouldn't be breaking my own record lol.

It was around 2 p.m. after we had cleaned ourselves and eaten our lunch, it started to rain and it was the exact same time we had to leave the place. I thought only the process of going up was tough but teeeetttt I was wrong. The process of going down was just the same. It was raining some more!!! Once again, in the middle of the journey, I slipped, I crouched, I fall and this time I EVEN SPRAINED MY ANKLE TWICE. I am super glad I have my friends who would help me especially Wani because she accompanied me during the whole journey of going down. She's such a sweetheart.

I gave troubles to the REX high-com and I was fully aware of it. In fact I heard one of them said, "What's your name? Nak blacklist haha," I didn't blame them if they ever felt that way because yes I was such a troublesome... and burdensome. The senior who leads the way down even asked me to walk in front of him just to make sure I was safe (I guess so). Lucky I was I know most of the high-com cause most of them are my law seniors they have been nothing but super nice to me!! 


I even lost my new shoes guys!!! Nasib baik Muaz and Kak Aliya were still at the place when the bus had moved to UM. I almost cry ok thinking what if I didn't get back my shoes?! My parents would kill me!!!

But worries no more, I got my shoes back hehe.



All in all it was a good experience for me. I mean the journey wasn't easy, obviously but throughout the process I learn a lot of things such as do work on your own phase, friendship etc.

This was my first time, hopefully it won't be the last.

Lots of Love, Nurzafira Sabrina.

Thursday, June 1, 2017

After a while

Ola. It has been a while since I last update my blog. 

In case you're wondering, 2017 has been nothing but super wonderful! In fact, I love it! It's just that I couldn't find time to blog  because life is kind of hectic (and becoming more interesting) lately, ever since I signed up for degree- lectures, tutorials, assignments, college projects etc. And writer's block get in the way so I might as well stop writing for a while. 

Anyways, I'm back! Hopefully I can track down the memory lane and write every interesting thing that happened throughout the year... of course, as soon as finals over! 

Haha yassss! I am on a study week right now, and it's the holy month of Ramadan. 
Happy fasting (and studying) everyone!!

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Oh lord I miss blogging so much!


Lots of Love, Nurzafira Sabrina.

Saturday, May 28, 2016

one long, hectic week

I have been very busy (not really) these days, I barely have time to blog. Also, there not much of interesting event happened in my life. The routines are pretty much the same. Won't tell you how my days go everyday because by then, I know you will judge how lazy and lifeless I am.

Anyway, I am going to start my week recap from last Monday til this week's Friday. Hopefully it is not going to be too long that it will bore you to death as you read my blog. Before I proceed, here's a very short summary about the stuff that happened weeks before.
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Remember when I blogged about jobs hunting a month ago? Well, I did receive one offer. But I politely refused to accept it because I wasn't satisfied with the wages offered. The forever demanding Zafira. So, I waited for another call. I was supposed to be working on May 4th, but only a day before that I got to know that someone else had already taken the job I applied for. I received another offer on May 5th but I rejected it considering it is going to be a hectic month for me. It is complicated but all you have to know is that, for now, I am jobless. Hence why the unchanging-routine-waking-up-at-12-noon continues.

Three weeks ago, on 12/5 I received my second semester's results. After all the havoc that happened throughout the semester, I was very much contented with my results. I managed to secure all A's for my Law subjects, except for LAW039 as I got an A- for that particular subject. If you still remember my previous post, it was the paper that I sat for with only one eye. All in all, Alhamdulillah, with Allah's wills, this semester's GPA was a whole lot better that last semester.

To sum up everything, I graduated Foundation with Dean. Alhamdulillah.

Monday 16/5 - Tuesday 17/5

Results: checked.

Interviews' offer: 

Here comes the frightening moment for every Foundation Law's students: 4 flat won't guarantee you a place in one of the best law schools in Malaysia. You need to be interviewed first, or to make it sound even more scary, you need to compete with thousands of people all over Malaysia to secure a place in Law school. There are not many of public Universities that offer students to read Law, that's why the competition is quite tough. 

Within these two days, we were told that the interviews' results will be out. Waiting was very tiring and stressing. Every single day spent reloading the Universities' websites to see if the interviews' results had been revealed or not. Everyone on WhatsApp be like, "Is the results out already?" "The UiTM results should be out by now right?" "What happened?" "You received UKM?" "Tell me those who get." "It's 12 already, why I cannot open the link?" "System error."  lol.

Once again, Alhamdulillah, I received all the three offers from the top three Universities that I applied for: UiTM, UKM, and UM. I didn't get UIA tho. The pointer need to be 3.8 above to actually get into UIA. Plus, they already have their own students so yeah lowering my expectation. The ratio of who get the offer to be interviewed from UIA was 1:30. So rare.

Anyway, here's the date and time of my interviews according to Universities:

UiTM - 21/5 0800
UKM - 25/5 1400
UM -26/5 1400

When I first received my results, I felt so overwhelmed. Mom was out for meeting, and I was left in her room all alone and I was so excited I wanted to shout out loud but it's an office so I did not. 

Wednesday 18/5 - Friday 20/5

It's all about my preparation for the interviews. I asked Syasya, my senior, some tips to excel the interviews. She must had nailed those because she's in UM right now!!! Cries rivers!!! It's very nice of her to give me tips, advice and motivation. I owe her loads!

1) Revise.
I revised back EVERYTHING that I have learnt during Foundation. All the Law subjects. Everything that seemed legit enough to be asked during the interview, especially UiTM. Because UiTM knows what we learned, the scope of our study so of course with no doubt they will at least asked one law question.

But actually, well, I am a lazy bum so I didn't do that much of revision. I did flip over all the slides I have. Some reading but not very detail. Some people could finish one whole subject and tweeted bout it. And here I am, on bed, scrolling my Twitter. But no worries I guess, it's not about your memory, it's about how deep you understand law, and how good are you at applying them in real life.

2) Read ALL the current issues: Be it National or International.
This is the part that I emphasized the most: Be updated. I was an ignorant person. I RARELY read newspaper, but as soon as I got to know I would be call out for the interviews I hurriedly went to my Dad and asked about almost everything. The 1MDB issue, Panama Papers, Egyptair flight, etc. It is very important to know every single thing that is happening in Malaysia because I assure you, the interviewers will ask!

I even make notes on them, because I work best that way? Reading alone won't help. By making notes, at least I could revise them while waiting for my interviews. But there were many people come empty-handed but their knowledge is da'bomb. So if you are up-to-date person, nothing to worry, if you are not, better be PREPARED.

3) Prepare some logic-probably-will-be-asked-questions.

What's your first choice in UPU?

If you got two offers at the same time, which one would you go to?

What's your hobby?

Why would the University accept you?

Why do you want to enter this University? 

Why law?

etc.

It's predictable.

Frankly speaking, if you were to ask me, why law? What's my hobby? I have exactly no idea. Going for interviews like this make me realize how little I know myself. I have been living for 19 years but what's your hobby is still the most tough question for me to answer. I don't even know what I like to do during my free times. Probably sleeping. It could be reading. Cleaning? Surfing the internet? & few weeks ago I just realize I am really into K-dramas to only know that I can get over the dramas as soon as possible. Maybe it's because I don't like doing stuff halfway. I wanted to finish things I do immediately so I could move on to the next thing. Hence why I could spend one day watching 5-6 episodes. Because I want to stop watching, and start reading/cleaning/writing/sleeping.

If what's your hobby question is already tough for me to answer, what do you expect for the why law question. Totally blurred. I've never thought that I would be a Lawyer one day. I was exposed to numerous kind of jobs, but my surrounding is all about science and maths. Mom is an  Accountant, Dad used to be an Engineer. Thought I will be a Doctor only to find out I am reading Law a year ago.

It's wonderful how easy it is for me to read law compared to solving Maths problems or memorize scientific facts. That's all I know. How it all started, I have nooo idea. Truth to be told, I have such a high respect for people who managed to figure out their career path since they were kids. While me, I think I pretty much go with the flow.

Saturday 21/5

Here comes the D-day!!

I was the second last group to be interviewed that day. Guys, trust me, it's such a pain in the ass looking at all the people who had already been interviewed while I, on the other hand, needed to wait for hours. To spice things up, they all went out of the interview's room and told us how easyyy the questions were.


"Chill. It's so easy, they only asked bout your favorite subject and relate it to any current issue in Malaysia."

To trust those fellas was just a wrong move guys!!! Please don't. Lesson learnt! Because believe it or not, only the pattern of the interview remained the same, the questions would always change depending on the interviewers. 

Here's what happened when it was my turned.

"Introduce yourself: Tell us your name, you're under what program KPTM/UiTM/STPM/Matriks. Your CGPA."

Hold on peeps. I know how easy life seems to be when they tell you what to say for your introduction. 

...only to know that...

The next question is just sooo tough and challenging!

"What's your favorite subject and relate it to the crime situation in Malaysia."

Fck. Haha. I am so doomed.

What crime situation when I spent half of the day focusing on the Zakir Naik's issue???????? Among the four of us, only Wani managed to come out with the best answer. She relates the subject LAW087 with Zulkifli's issue. She prepared for it since forever! Haha. So lucky. When it was my turned I asked for a permission if I could change the question because why would I risk my life to answer something that I am not familiar with????? But Alhamdulillah, there's hikmah as I did that. One of the interviewers actually guide me. She asked me what's my favorite question, and from there I actually manage to answer the question- This is based on what the interviewers' told me.

Last question was:

"Why UiTM?"

Damn broken English because I was sooo nervous.

Sunday 22/5

Abah's birthday!!!!

Monday 23/5

Visited Aisyah at her work's place. Wei, that girl ah. She got so many things to talk about. But she's so lazy to type them all on WhatApps that I had to come to her work's place. -___________-"

But I swear it was the most fun catching up session about her work's place, interviews, and some other stuff. As I went to meet her, I felt so blessed I didn't receive the job offer because it's so pity to see her handling job and interviews at the same time. By the time she got home, she's already tired, where got time to study???

Wednesday 25/5

My ex-roommate's birthday!!! a.k.a my UKM's interview day!!!

The most relaxing interview I've ever had!!!!!!! Thank God for that because I really didn't prepare much for this interview. I discovered loads of videos (especially from Daphne Iking's channel) on YouTube that I forgot I had an important interview the next day. Lucky me because it started at noon so I thought, it's okay I would have ample time to study tomorrow morning.

...lol who am I joking??? I woke up only when it's 11. Pf-ft. Anyway here were the questions asked during the interview:

"Introduce yourself in one minute."

"If you got two offers: From UiTM and UKM, which one will you choose?"

"Do you think that Law is needed in Business?"

...and ok that's all.

Blessed the friendly lecturers who listened attentively as we gave out our answers.

We also have to sit for a writing test and there were two questions, one in Malay and another one in English.




Thursday 26/5

UM's interview.

The toughest, challenging, most tense interview I've got to say.

The lecturers were psycho. The asked questions based on the answers that you give. While I was waiting, many people whom had already finished their interviews bragged about how easy the questions were. But again, the most vital tip in interview is to never trust people who says it's easy. Especially when they have different panels than yours. Because for God's sake mine was sooo hard!!! Up til today, I still remember all the questions that were asked by my interviewers that made me want to kill myself. Even when I looked at novels, I am being reminded how teruk I was during the interview.

Everyone: No worries. It's easy. No Law questions. They don't ask current issues.

Me: What's the most important Law that you learned? The legal issue of 1MDB? What are the things that you cannot do if you suddenly receive 4 Million MYR in your bank account based on AUSTRALIA'S LAW?

??????????????????????????????

WHAT EVEN HAHA HOW WOULD I KNOW AUSTRALIA'S LAW

I had a tough time answering what's the legal issue of 1MDB, I seriously wanted to cry. They asked me how Law built the nation because I accidentally blurted out those words as I introduced myself. They asked if I read Politics' books/biographies as I said I love reading. Hence why yesterday I feel like slapping myself as I picked the novels I wanted to buy. 

BECAUSE EVERY LITTLE THING I DO SOMEHOW REMIND ME OF HOW SUCKS THE INTERVIEW WAS

UM has always been a dreamed University for everyone. Despite the facts that I have been warned so many times how difficult it is to graduate with Law degree. I always looked up to my senior, Syasya, because man how did she even make it there???? I feel so bad as I remember that I stuttered a lot, and I wasn't really confident with my answers. & how I wish I could speak in English fluently. 

Few minutes before I was interviewed, I met Kak Syasya. She gave me and Aimi pep talked about how interesting it is to study in UM. Yes it's tough but it's up to you to stay at the same place and be happy or to be miserable and grow into the strongest person you would be is how she would describe UM. She shared with us almost everything that UM has to offer, and from that moment I realize how strong my desire is to have a Law degree from that University. But since it's over now, I can't help but think of how bad my performance was. I could have done better but at the same time, I knew I have done my best. It's the best that I could give. There's no way I could turn back time, so what's left is for me to keep on praying that I'll get what's best for me. Like my Pak Njang said, solat hajat banyak-banyak. Because you've already done your best. It's time for Him to decide the rest.

If anyone reads this, please pray for me!! I really hope I will be accepted into UM haha.

Friday 27/5

Watched X-Men Apocalypse with my brother at IOI. I swear to God it was a very good movie!!! I am not a Marvel's person but I got to say X-Men Apocalypse was just sooo good. Every second spent in the cinema wondering what would happen next.

A great way to release tension after a long hectic week!
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Can only hope for the best now!

Oh, I probably will start working this June! Haha. Insha Allah. If they really keep their words this time. Also, I can't wait for the Ramadan's month!!!More updates soon- I am slowing down because I don't have much things to blab about. My days are pretty much the same everyday! :D

Til we meet again.

Lots of Love, Nurzafira Sabrina.